Groovitude's Musings

Happy Thanksgiving 2011

toffeecloud — Fri, 25 Nov 2011 04:01:36 +0000

I just wanted to take a moment to wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving. We did not go the traditional route (our supper consisted of brown and serve rolls along with a store bought pumpkin pie), but we did have some food. The Packers won, and I was feeling reasonably well, so all in all it was a great day.

Take a moment to remember those less fortunate in the world as you celebrate today. I had to do that, because although I’m having some difficulties in my life, there are always people who have it worse off. So many of them are filled with grace and gratitude I could only dream of possessing. I think the holidays are a great time to reminisce and reflect on the many blessings around us, as well as an opportunity to serve those who need us, in any way possible. Just remember that you might be in their shoes someday. God Bless.

Upcoming Personal Challenge

toffeecloud — Mon, 03 Oct 2011 16:50:43 +0000

This Friday I am embarking on a new online adventure that could also lead to a new offline adventure. I’ll be having to do a lot of hard work, studying, and stepping outside of my comfort zone for this project, and that’s exactly one of the reasons I wanted to take it on. I needed to challenge myself, and in the process, I’ll be learning skills to help others in this world. I’m nervous and proud at the same time. I hope I can do this well. I feel like I need to make a difference and start using my talents to help change the direction the world is going in. One person is all it takes to begin a revolution, right? Someone has to begin a task in order for anything to develop. I might only be one voice, but I’m joining my one voice with like minded people, and I do believe change can be accomplished.

I’m optimistic that after I put in my time and efforts, what I’m going to be doing for several weeks to come can benefit someone else. I believe this. I’d love to go into full details, but I can’t do that here. All I will say is this: if you want to make a change and a difference, begin with yourself. Easier said than done, but like me, take a risk. Commit yourself to something you might normally never try, even if you aren’t 100 percent sure of your abilities. I have apprehension, but I’m ready for my chance to shine. Take a risk, trust God, listen to your heart and your instincts, and don’t compare yourself to anyone else. We’re all unique, we all matter, and we are all capable of amazing things. Prove that to yourself today. Live well, live strong, live passionately, and live with love.

Peace, love, and success,

Groovitude (Tina)

Cleaning/Hoarding

toffeecloud — Wed, 28 Sep 2011 01:00:39 +0000

I’m watching the show called “Hoarders” and it’s done one thing for me today. It’s inspiring me to get going on my major cleaning project and get it done. I am definitely a pack rat, but I’m grateful that I don’t have the disorder to the degree that some of the people profiled do. It’s sad to see the conditions that some live in, but a lot of them actually do seek treatment. Like anything else, it’s a process. My disarray was triggered by a depression, by health issues, and by procrastination. I’m able to change my habits and get it done, as mine is simply a case of being lazy, but when someone has a hoarding disorder, it can destroy them. Do any of you know a hoarder or are you one yourself? I guess this show got me thinking about the subject.

Happy New Year 2011

toffeecloud — Sat, 01 Jan 2011 04:08:00 +0000

In a few short hours, 2010 (or the year of wretchedness as I’ll politely refer to it) will finally be over. I, for one, am welcoming 2011 with open arms. I had a horrible year, although I’m acutely aware that many more people were much less fortunate. I welcome some happiness and peace. I need to restore my optimisim!

I’ve been battling the worse case of stomach flu ever for over a week now. It sent me to the ER for dehydration and other things. Couple this with the fact that I am admittedly battling depression, and you have the makings for a very messy situation. However, one thing that is constant is my faith in God. He’s blessed me in so many ways, and I have very little to complain about, especially upon hearing others and what they are dealing with. I’m fortunate, and I realize this to no end. I just feel as if a weight is upon my heart at this point in time. I suppose this is natural, but I’m an eternal optimist. This whole misery and depression stuff has thrown my mental state for a loop. I am quite certain that it hasn’t helped my health, either. So, the one thing I am resolving is this: I’m going to take each day as it comes and let it be. Nothing more or less. It’s not in my control, and the sooner I can relinquish the need to dictate my life, the better things will seem.

In closing, let me just say thank you to anyone who might be reading this tonight. I hope that you remember to keep believing in rainbows, sunshine and love. Good things do happen in this twisted world we’re members of. Love each other, appreciate the gifts you’ve been given, and live well. God Bless.

Sincerely, and with much love,

Groovitude

The value of sleep

toffeecloud — Fri, 22 Oct 2010 02:49:00 +0000

This is one person’s story of the value of sleep. Or, rather, how miserable it is to be without an adequate amount. I’ve discovered that my creative side seems to come alive at night, which would be a great thing if not for the fact that I get up insanely early in the morning. I’m the type of person who has to be well rested. When I’m not, my mood ranges from gentle kitten to fierce tiger in a matter of, oh, ten seconds. Depending on the situation, of course. I love to write, and I try to be sensible, but sometimes that just won’t happen.

My favorite thing about sleep is that I feel no pressures. It’s like the world melts away and I enter the blissful universe of Dreamland. When my dreams become crazy, I tend to intercede and make them go the way I want to, meaning that they end up with me getting what I want or being very happy. It’s like a movie sometimes. Sometimes I remember my dreams, good and bad. I dream in vivid color, and I have deja vu at times in my real life. I guess that’s because I’m a daydreamer and a quiet person. I enjoy simplicity, and I appreciate the blissful escape that sleep allows me. Not to mention that I feel much happier and healthier the next day.

Napping is also a good thing. I don’t care what anyone says, not much beats a nap in the course of a day, especially if you get to pull off a two hour leisure one. Ahh, yeah! Only a lifelong supply of fine chocolate, great music, great family and friends, and plenty of free time to pursue my own interests would top that. Since those things probably aren’t going to happen (other than the friends and family), I’ll take my pleasure where I can get it. I absolutely love napping. It’s so wonderful. Then, when night time arrives, and it’s time to sink into a nice warm bed, I get to have double the happiness. It’s the simple things that make me happy, what can i say?

So I encourage you all to sleep, and try to sleep well. It’s good for your health, your mind, your spirit, and for goodness sakes, it’s great for the relationships in your lives. Never underestimate the value of great sleep, whether it’s only a short nap or a full, long night’s rest. Enjoy each sleeping moment as much as you enjoy each waking moment. It’s not lazy, it’s almost a decadent thing these days, almost a rarity for all of us. Savor it!

Love and sleepy, happy thoughts,

Groovitude

Update for October

toffeecloud — Sun, 10 Oct 2010 01:48:00 +0000

I’ve been through a traumatic experience as of late, leaving me pretty unmotivated to write much. I’m starting to get my groove back, so yeah. I will keep you all informed of various things. I have a different blog, one which will be dealing with more serious topics I wish to discuss. This one will remain as intended, but you may find more lighter hearted posts here than previously. It’s nice to have a balance, I think.

For now, Blessings and Peace,

Lemons, Lemonade, and a blog Update (July 7, 2010)

toffeecloud — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 01:22:00 +0000

Well, hello strangers! It’s been a long time without me expressing my opinions, but I’m sure by now you’ve grown accustomed to this. I do apologize, but absence makes the heart grow fonder, no?

Anyway, my life has mostly been quiet for the last few weeks. It’s been busy in the respect of having to work more on the weekends, and some things that happened here on the homefront. We had some unfortunate circumstances with my mother, and she has been dealt a few health setbacks. As of now, she’s in good spirits, but in pain from taking a severe fall (or two) on Monday morning. At least she didn’t have to be hospitalized. Hard cement floors and arthritic knees that tend to give out do NOT make a good combination. I love my family, and we’re doing all we can to make things easier for her. She can walk, but it’s painful, so we’re bending our schedules around and making it work. She has been dealing with health things since May, when she had to be hospitalized with pneumonia, but she’s a fighter who has a strong belief in God. He carries her burdens a great deal these days. My father and I are helping in caring for my little nephew, who can be a trying little guy, but what young kid isn’t? I’m sure we all can remember things we’ve done in the past…..yeah.

The good thing that I find comes from all the tribulations and experiences in my life is this: I’ve never allowed myself to falter in my belief in God and all He has provided me. He has carried me through so very much, I have no doubt of his existence. My heart believes, although I do question myself at times. I sometimes feel as if I’m not doing right by God, I don’t read the Bible enough, I’m not doing this or that. I have to remind myself that I’m still growing in my relationship with God, and any relationship worth having takes time to nourish and thrive. I’m not perfect, far from it, and yes, I have a lot to learn and change within myself. I’m taking the journey and keeping my footing on my path, though I tend to stumble lately. I can change that, though, and I can take control of my human frailities, rather than let them lead me down the wrong paths. That’s one thing I do well. I accept that I’m not perfect or even good enough. I’m a human who messes up, sometimes royally. I do things I shouldn’t, think thoughts that aren’t purified, but I’m also a kind, caring, generous person who is growing spiritually and emotionally every single day. It’s okay to mess up, but one has to own that. Accept the consequences, and realign ones self with what is truly valuable and necessary. I liken my life to the concept of lemons and lemonade: I am an optimistic person, but sometimes my “Lemons” overpower me and hinder my spirit. However, I’m not a quitter, and when I want to change things, I do. Hence the ability to make “lemonade”, which I might add feels a whole lot better. It takes determination and faith, and the ability to see that God will always guide me, if I just allow him to do so. I’m not the one controlling my future, so I need to remember to let go and let God do what He does best. He’s never failed me yet.

Now that this post has gone on forever and a day, let me just close by saying that I appreciate anyone who is reading my blog. You must have patience of Saints the way I don’t always update it. The writer’s block I’ve been bothered by is slowly fading, so maybe I’ll throw more scraps your way in the future. Stay groovy.

Love,

Groovitude

Quick Messages and Update

toffeecloud — Sun, 09 May 2010 04:27:00 +0000

Well, I want to say, firstly, way to go to all the bloggers who were in the DR last week. The Blog For Hope campaign seemed to really go well. I’m very proud of all of you for what you do!

I’m sending out my thoughts and prayers to everyone affected by the flooding in Nashville. I was there only one time in my life, way back in 1993, with some friends. My first out of state road trip. Loved it. Praying for those who have lost so much, those who are missing, and every single person affected. I send you love.

Lastly, Happy Mother’s Day to all the mom’s out there. Remember, you don’t have to be a blood relative to be a “Mom” or “Dad” to someone. I know that from firsthand experience. Maybe sometime I’ll blog about that, but not tonight. I’m a little too tired to focus clearly. Enjoy your special day, moms! Be blessed.

I’ll be working harder on getting this blog updated on a more regular basis. I love to write, but sometimes life gets in my way. Anyway, hope you are enjoying the content so far. If you’d like to follow me on twitter just look for @groovitude2007, and you can continue to find me here, as well.

I’d like to recommend www.1000awesomethings.com to all of you. It’s nice place to be reminded of the simple things in life that make you smile. I’m awaiting the book in the mail and I’ll let you know what I think of it when I finish it. Speaking of books, I finally finished “hear no evil” by Matthew Paul Turner, and I loved it. Check it out if you haven’t, people. You’re missing out. I loved the music aspect and learned a lot about faith, too.

That’s it for this time around. It’s late and I need to get myself to bed so I feel good tomorrow. God Bless every single one of you. I appreciate you all reading my blog, and I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoy writing it. You all are special to me. Be safe, well, happy, content, and blessed.

Love and Friendship(and blessings, too),

Groovitude

Untitled

toffeecloud — Mon, 26 Apr 2010 17:48:00 +0000

I’ve been getting the opportunity to go home early from work a lot, lately. This is a blessing and curse. I mean, on the one hand, it’s relaxing. The other: no money and it gets annoying to have to listen to people complain due to that fact. Oh, well. I enjoy getting away from my job, sometimes.

Not too much going on. Just thought I’d give a quick update to say hello. I haven’t written in a bit, so I wanted to make sure everyone knew I was still around.

Take care and be blessed.

Procrastionation

toffeecloud — Sun, 11 Apr 2010 19:59:00 +0000

Yep, I’m most certainly procrastinating today. I have a huge cleaning project to be done, but I did a lot Friday night, and now I don’t feel like doing it. I can’t process the idea. It’s so uninteresting, and I’m not in the right mood to accomplish much. I admit that I’m totally guilty of procrastinating, and I need to change it. Maybe tomorrow. LOL. Anyway, I hope you all are well, and I will get back to my project. Later. Much later.

Peace and Love,

Groovitude